Hello Everyone!
Praise the Lord for another great day. I've had several this week where the pain has been under control, and my energy has been "out of control" so to speak. Aww, don't worry, I'm being sensible and haven't been out snowmobiling (though tempted)!
Again I want to thank everyone for their support in prayer, cards, gifts, expressions of encouragement, help...and the list goes on and on.
One of the blessings was the box of letters you wrote about how the Lord has used me to bless you. I read several and was totally amazed that so many think they know me but really don't! Some said that they were inspired by my faithfulness to serve the Lord. Yet, I, seeing myself from the inside out, had to admit that there have been times that I've fallen short of being faithful. So many times I've missed opportunities to do what He requested, and regretted my choice. I dare say that you, who see me faithful, may in fact be more so than me. A couple commented on my humility, yet I struggle with pride and at times even haughtiness. Your vision of me brings me to shame. You, in fact, may be more humble than me.
I could go on, but the idea is that I'm not some great Christian that has arrived at some high level of service.
And I don't want any to think that I'm criticising what you wrote. I do want you to know that you have blessed me by exposing some hidden sins, that I've now brought before the Lord, and He has been faithful to forgive me.
So, if you're wondering how you could serve God in the midst of your situation, circumstances and trials, just know that He is wanting to use you as you are now, so that He can change you to what He wants you to be. It's easier to train someone while they're doing something, than it is to train them when they're doing nothing.
Now that I've gotten my "confession" out there I can continue to read the rest of the letters. Thank you so much for taking the time to write out your thoughts, and to be such a blessing.
Love
Denise
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